I'm All Good!

I feel like hugging each and every one of you. i wish i could thank you all in person. not only you've brighten out my days with each comments, but the concern and care that you've showed was trully overwhelming.

I've just realized (after reading Violetsky's recent comment via my notification through my email), that i havent informed everyone in here, my friends, that i am now ok. i am so terribly sorry for making most of you worried. it wasnt my intention.

The day i wrote that post, i was feeling much much better compared to the night before. but soon after, the next day, i fell ill. oh, it was dreadful! i was in bed for 2 days! it was such a lovely week (weather wise), the sun was out, birds chirping, kids cycling and shouting playing outside, my tulips were blooming, and there i was, in bed! i am now under antibiotics. but i'm all alive, alert, no cramps so i can now go back to my crafts and cooks, back to being bouncy (but not bossy), and back blogging!

I seldom fall sick. seldom. how i wish all the bugs will stay away from me from now on. i hate being in bed the whole time, you just cant do anything! luckily we've got telly and satelite in the room, so i can watch my aussie soaps - home & away and neighbours! i love taking care of people, i love pampering them, making sure they're ok, well fed, well entertained, everything well! so when i'm down, i feel useless.

But anyway, lets not talk about what had happened ;) i managed to get back on my feet again last Saturday, and by Sunday, we were out to our friend's place. we had a good time, bloody good dinner and such wonderful company!

I have got so so many comments to reply. not to mention text msgs and emails. i will reply them individually, i promise, but its gonna take a little bit more time ya? i cant thank you all enough! the distance didnt keep us apart, mum, kakak were all there for me. what a comfort!

[p.s: yes, the doctor came (my face was just like that photo of Aidan when hardy told me the doctor's coming). no i am not depressed and unhappy. i am very much happy being here without warung saga! according to him, it was a very strong flu virus (hardy was paying attention more to what he was saying and i was still sulking like Aidan there). the cramps, probably due to me doing gardening (i was just trying to pull out some sharp plants so that it wont poke Aidan!), he said since i'm not vommitting, it was nothing serious, and if it were to happen again, i should get it checked properly, at the hospital. told me to take lots of water, lots and lots (mommy cool you're absolutely right!) so there we have it! i'm all good now. i suppose i have got to stop being super-bionic- miss"i have to do everything". its nice to be cared for once in a while!]

All my love,

Z